Ouch...

Sooo, we went out to the lake house on the 4th. As you know, the water level rises in the spring because ice has m ore water and such... This means the algea gets further up on the lawn. So when the water recededs, it leaves the algea on the lawn and then it promptly dies and sticks to the ground for dear life. guess who was the lucky one who had to rake it all up? So now I ache all over, and I have muscles that are tired in places I didn't even know HAD muscles. I even tried motrien. It didn't work. I also cleaned the pontoon boat. Sometimes my body hates that I'm a prefectionist... Bet you didn't know that. If I can't do my best, I'm not gonna do it. I alwasy give my best effort, even to the things that don't really count. Kinda strange, eh? So, happy 4th McKenna. Tons of work, and no fun. But that's selfish, cause mom and joe worked two, they just did different stuff that in essense is easier, but was just as taxing on them. At least the Lake House will be all ready for Joe's B-Day Bash on Saturday... Also, did you know bruises could be green? My riding blunder has left me bruised and embarresed. So, for those who see me this summer, avoid looking at my legs. I look like the kracken got to me and sucktioned off my legs.

I also wanted to thank all my friends hwo have helped me through my funk. This doesn't mean I belive you, but It helped me get though it anyway. So what If I'm not pretty? So what if no boys like me? I've got great friends, and life is good. well, sortof. I'm a half glass full gal these days, so so what if everyone around me is at the edge? It's all good. The fact every single night I've had nightmares, if any sleep at all, it's still all good! cause I got you guys, and I can help you through your problems, or at least be there for you. And you know what? Thats enough for me. I'm going to stop being so selfish, and put you guys first even more. And then you know, maybe I can get through the stuff at home, and my mind, ad the family related shit going on... God's there, he's just on vacation. That's got to be it.