Slap Happy

For those of you who actually know me, you know what my eye colors mean. They've been doing a funny jade color with a green around the edge today (according to josh) but for a portion of a week they were almost black. Darlings, I need as many hugs as I can get right now. As you know, I try my best to hide my emotions. So right now I'm slap happy. Happy on the outside and crumbling on the inside. I've formed another layer of plaster.Not sure how I'm pulling this one through. I think it has to do with a certain someone who has there for me lately, or is trying... And succeeding because he's a great person. Much different then I originally thought. He's not my father as I thought, he just has some of the same good traits. I finally found my guardian angel. Josh, thanks babe. Couldn't have done it without you. And that SWEET guitar of yours. Can I have the Key from the Center of my Labyrinth back now? I don't think you should be burdened with that much dark info at your disposal anymore.
Since I'm acknowledging friends.... Maya. Darling Dearest Maya. You are the gravity holding me to the ground, and keeping me in a place where there is oxygen. Without you I can't breath. you give me a reason. And don't even think about those damn bitches and bitchos, they'll fade in time. Pine cones can do wonders.
Anna, my little immature keeping-me-young sister. Yes thats right, I said sister. Thats the role you play for me. I know I don't always tell you everything, but I don't tell a lot of people a lot of things. Even ask Maya or Josh, I really talk much. More of occasionally spew, but you already know that. You will always be my lil' sis. :D Who else would keep me young but you?
Nina! you are a diligent poster and reader of my life. The fact that you CARE about what happens to me makes me happy. I wish we could spend more time.
Diana, I wish I could see you more. Your smile keeps me happy, and so does the fact I can talk to someone about slutty things. Teehee... I'm so bad. Love ya doll!

Now back to regular. so. The list has been added to. Damn shadow. For those of you who know what that means, kudos, if you don't, and are close to me, ask what it means. And then I will promptly tell you. I'm hoping for this party to be a pick-me-up but I'm more apprehensive then excited. Kknowing my luck SOMETHING will happen. Someone will fall in the pond, or get food poisoning, or bring boose, or the party will be dull and cheesy or sketchy, the dj will be bad, etc. Just be brutally honest. k? NO GIFTS!!! Don't even think about it. I don't want you to go and buy me a gift. I want a donation for Cancer, lets show that shadow what we're made of. Some of you have found out I except "I love you gifts" anywhere and any time. But they cna't be for something special, and they have to have to have some meaning behind them. It can't be a "I had to go get you a gift because it was your birthday" It should be a "I saw thins/I made you this/ etc. because it reminded me of you." or "I saw it and and thought "MCKENNA". Thats a "I love you" gift. I take those year round. I give them too. Ok. I've given you an escape route. You happy maya? You can give me those Cd's now! :D


Now post you washerschnumps...

OXOXOXOX

"McKenna, how do you make hiking boots look sexy? You even look good with a happy trail!" ~ courtesy of a close friend of mine who makes me happy daily.