I MISSED LIFE!!!!

Lil' Abner is over!!! therefor no more agonizing hours of practice. MY LIFE IS BACK. just in time for exams. Wahooo...

Comments on the last post? Well, I had to vent. Sorry. I'm just having trouble with my stepdad at home life. And how he treats me. ANd mom. And I just want to clear it up that I and My mom love him, we just miss hte old him. THere is more behind this story that only a few of you know. I'll keep it that way.

In my private life I don't want to discuss whats been aching me and biting at me lately. Most of you know I have trouble opening up to people. Its just how I am. No offence to anyone who I don't spill my guts to. ANd to those who think I spill my guts, thats only half of a half of it. Yes, thats 1/4th. I'll tell you one thing and thats it. My dad missed his flight out here bcause of an accident on the highway. It slowed traffic down. THerefor he could not see Lil' Abner, causing him to miss the first show he WOULD have seen me in. ITs a touchy subject that makes me sad. Just be careful. Eggshells people. Eggshells.

Lo and Maya. I love ya both. I love almost everyone though so let me rephrase. I don't hate either of you. :) Rumors can get blown out of proportion and things not ment to be mean can be. Sarcasim becomes realisim, Truth becomes Tainted, and Thin Air becomes heavy liquid. Truth isn't supposed to be like taffy, streachable. Have the time it doesn't even streatch to far. But the truth is these days things get blown out of proportion. So Maya, my heart goes out to you. Accusations about you have been false. Lauren, through no fault of your own Maya got on the whisp of the wind something bad about her. She realises that your not her BFF, but she thought that you hated her, which hurts anyone, getting her to act in an accusing and stone set way. Not saying either of you have to apologise, just clearing up messess here.

Since I haven't posted for about a week and I'm to lazy to post everything I'll do bullet post highlits of my past week.
~ Playing "Sloop John B." on Josh's guitar
~ Finding out I'm not the only one who composes songs on instruments.
~ Play being over!
~ Taking a nap.
~ Wearing baggy black clothes today because my nails looked nice (so I had to look bad.)
~ No HW weekend.
~ Almost finding sleep (sleep, what is it? It's a lost concept to me)
~ HITTING THE HIGH NOTES IN "DEARLY BELOVED" (thats out of my range...)
~ Diana and I are doing a quartet for quaduation (so is Josh and Jordyn. Happy bout josh, Jordyn is quite the contrary. I'll probably now have to hear him yack in my ear now at every practice. Why am I his constant victim?)
~ Discovering I'm sick of love and that I'm just going ot live my life. Crush free. I'm sick of stepping on glass to find that what I thought was something that could mend my heart wasn't a needle and thread, but empty space, or a knife.
~ Writting my own and others great thesis's
~ I'd go on, but I think I'll stop.


NOW POST YOU WEOIRUISHUMPS.

Later post:
I <3 you too nina! AND ITS MR COHEN'S FAULT!!! YELL AT HIM!!! :D