Is everyone gone?

Back from Mackinac... IT was ok.
6/27/07 Car ride to Mackinac. - Listen to Ipod. Mainly heavy rock, country, blugrass, pop, and anything else that could stop the depressive feelings creeping on... Also work on maya's pants, almost finish except a few little stiches. Take the ferry accross, which made me feel great. A gentle reminder for all of you who know this *cough* Wind and fire is my element. I'm a libra, so wind is mainly my element. There for the wind blowing in my face makes me feel better. Why do you think I love hights? Anyway, then went to the stupid kids club thing because Joe had a meeting for work, so that involved a hayride around the island, and a whole bunch of suspicious looking ccnady that had an expiration date of 05 on it. Haloween all over again. yumm.
Then I went back up to the room, changed into pj's and then Tyler and Evan knocked on my door. THank goodness I looked through the keyhole. I poked my head around the corner of the door and said "yes?" THey said Joe wanted me downstairs, so I promptly shut the door after grumbling some kind of oath, and changed again. I then proceeded to come out after doing one of my nitorious quick changes and the boys had left. So I ran all over the hotel, and luckily ran into Joe's boss Mr. Connely. Now, everyone at Joe's work likes me, so he gave me a BIG hug and in my frantic search I said "Hi! uhn, joe has requested that I come join the partym, and I have no clue where to go..." he pointed up to the presidential (or was it govenors) suite. I went inside and there was joe, laughing his head off at some joke. "Next time you want me somewhere, tello me before hand so I'm not in my pajama's when two boys I hardly know come knocking on my door and say you want me down here. And then also tell me next time where the stupid thing is before I go around the whole grand hotel looking for a party that has you in it somewere." "HEY McKenna, would you ask one of the people running this party if I could have a hot fudge sunday ordered up?" I ended up having to lead him up to the room. He was a wee bit tipsy. Not sure if it was the scotch or the Cigars.
6/28/07 Get up in the morning. Have breakfast with the Weldays. Joe leavs for a meeting, and I stick with the Weldays for the rest of the day. Swimming, and Bikeing, and this funny little fair thing that is at the grand. I asked one of the guys there to put his tarantula (so cute!) Mr. Cuddles on my head. He was REALLY cute! I also ran into Rae Schuller. Did you know the schuller's have a house on the island? It's a small world after all. Then Joe asked me to not do the kids program and come with him to the banquet in my mothers place (she was in philly, after waiting in the airport for over 14 hours...Damn Nothrwest). So I got all dolled up, nad looked smashing, and I sat, and ate, and listened to speaches. And I ate every single bit of food on my plate, including dessert. THAT DESSERT WAS HUGE! it was one of the grands pecan balls.
Joe then took me dancing, and I showed him how to swing. We danced in the hall to a swing beat, and then he took me slow dancing and also dancing to "brown eye'd girl". Then he went and had a drink at the party in the govenor's suite, and we went to bed. I read Twilight in 2 hours.
6/29/07 Joe and I checked out of grand, and checked into the Iroquois, we like it much better. We then went horseback riding. Now which one do you think is more impressive? Having taken lessons and riding on rugged terrain ( with rocky slopes) and never falling off. Or never taking lessons, only having ridden a horse three times before on flat easy terrain with a guide, and going on rugged terrain with large hills and rocks without a guide, and falling off your horse twice, and Bravely getting back on both times without fear? I hope the latter, for that is what I did. I had a bit of a fiery horse that was black that shone red (my favorite kind) named Midnight. He had a fiery soul in him. He tried to buck me once, and I held on, but after we went on a REALLY steep hill, like as steep as the first hill you go own on my street, going down, the horse started to TROT and I slipped forward ( I had been leaning back, but his abrupt change in packe swung me foreward) and I held onto his neck for as long as I could, and then I slipped and rolled away like an egg. Then my horse tried to run away, and I spoke in soothing tones and took the reins back, and then promptly got back on the horse by myself. The second time he tried to buck me and succeded. again I spoke in soothing tones and took the reins back, and then promptly got back on the horse by myself. Mom came later around dinner time. We went to The Woods ( a really good resturant) and I had venison and rabbit sausage. Very good.
6/30/07 I think I screwd or mashed something together. I forget what we did... :-/
7/1/07 Nice long carride. Involve me listening to music on ipod, the same types as before. favorite choices to listen to? Josh GRoban, and Vienna Teng's song : Whatever you Want. We also stopped at frankenbooth and had a family chicken dinner. ye haw.

Your probably wondering why I'm sad. I'm feeling solitary. I see all these couples around me, and I look next to me and, nothing. If I was so pretty, I would have my crush wrapped around my finger. or my waist. Or I'd at least have someone who is remotely interested in me that way. But lets face it. THere is NO ONE. In fact, most of the male, and part of the female population thinks I'm a bitch. quote on quote. You so far have no evidence nina. SO HAH!

I also figured out, life is like champagne. All bubbly and happy, everything is happy, joyful, and false. A mere fabrication because of the things we indulge in. We're drunk on lies. Champagne being the happy things in life is really a poison. A poison everyone is drawn to. A tempting, tantilizing, tainted poison. so the truth of the world gets stamped out by happiness, or humans pursuit of it. so the Bubbling laugh of champagne will draw everyone on, when it really is just a HYPNOTIQUE poison...